What happened to my birthday post for fardz? I remembered i posted it. Are you guys kidding me? aw =[ that's so unfair man,i worked my ass off making that post. I'm sorry fardz. sigh you didn't get to see it. Wait,is it just my blog's whats wrong or what? If you guys see a HAPPY BIRTHDAY post in here,please say you do. thank you.

Happy birthday again fardz,i know it's kinda a late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ (yeah yeah oh oh)

WINDOWS AND SQUARES.

Oh well i wanna tell you guys,um i get really crazy on stuff like for example "stuff" which catches my eyes. CLOTHES, ACCESSORIES AND YADA YADA. Yes i do. I get oh so like this "OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH OMG OMG OMG THIS IS SO CUTEEE!!" but not ending up buying it. HAHAHA. Seriously if i say that i um say it out LOUD which leads to say that i'm a weird-crazy person. hmm. My aunt told me. HAHAHAHAH.

SHOPAHOLIC perhaps would define me.
i admit,yes i do and i am.
besides i don't look like i'm one back in brunei,it's just they have no cool stuff like over here.
NO OFFENSE.

I don't know why seriously but i'm that, i get all crazy on stuff especially when my allowance comes but still i have to be tipid about it. Well for me since i'm a very kuripot girl. I'm such a choosy. But i still ended up buying things and sometimes not,a sacrifice. Oh well,you guys should see how my reaction is when i want something,it's like a drug addiction. Like you get all shaky and grinding yer hands and even stop blabbing about that specific thing. HAHAHAAA.

seriously,i do that. so if you'll excuse me,don't mind me yea? =D

Okay today i went to gaisano to cross out my listing on "MY DESIRES AT THE MOMENT",so yeah i didn't get a chance to buy it since there isn't any more. The stores are like "flea market" or something and there's LOTS of stores i need to see,it's just that my aunt is pressurin me,i thought she is going to buy her pantalones there but nope,she just went with me to buy that shirt but heller it takes time for me to shop. So yeah we ended up going to the grocery store and there is alot of cute guys/sales guy. HAHAHA. rockin'

But the best thing was when this dude who was with the cart thingy and stopped in front of me as i was walking and he smiled,of course i smiled,showing some friendliness you say? So yeah and the other part in the grocery was that this dude was in the same line for the last stop for payments so yeah he was wearing pink. Love guys wearing pink. I was like talking to my aunt suggesting to buy some coco crunch for kuya,i felt like someone was pushing me,i turned ofcourse and it was his dad and he looked at me and smiled of course i smiled,i wasn't mad that his dad did that. i wasn't looking. HAHA. So yeah he was cute,i noticed he kept looking,i'm not being uknow? i saw him duh~ i looked away,i couldn't face him again. sigh~

Anyway after that we passed by through the "MEN'S DEPARTMENT",there were sale tags everywhere and my aunt was like "maybe there's t-shirt here.." and i went "i just need a purple shirttt.." then i saw this PINK POLKADOTS on the bug huge junky trays and went and looked at it. It's a short somekind of boxer but a short. aww it was cute. So i decided to take it and the other dark blue one and there the other side,i saw pile of shirts and i went grabbing,seeing if it's nice or what. Before,i saw it already but i didn't care since it's "men's wear" and probably won't fit me but the heck,it fit me alright except the colar part what's bugging me. My aunt said it looks good,she went with me in the "MEN'S FITTING ROOM." HAHA. So yeah.

Before i payed it,i was having doubts about it since it's a "MEN'S WEAR" i kept saying to my aunt "are you sure can?" and she went "yeaaaaah.." i mean i agree with her too except the fact that it would be awkward wearing a "men's wear" and she said it's unisex. OMG. The cute guy who was with us at that area smiled at me from all my blabbing. HAHA. But i don't care,he is cute,i ignored. HAHA.

I ended up buying 3 shirts and 2 shorts. And guess how much it cost? 59.75 pesos plus 10% discount each. Would you believe that me buying in that amount? I'm so super blessed by GOD. I asked GOD for something which was a t-shirt(s) since i kept using my shirts all over again. It ain't nice. So yeah,i don't care wearing a "men's wear" it's not my problem that i have this weird body-figure and ladies wear can't fit me,after all they all are small size and nothing interest me. Besides where can you find a well designed awesome look top for ladies? I adore men's wear cos of their design,i know ya'll think it's an excuse but whatever.

Seriously you can't find those type of tops elsewhere cheap. Besides if that's a woman's wear,it would end up at those famous boutiques or expensive branded stores like "artwork" it cost like 200 plus pesos. I don't like it,just for one shirt? HAHA. yeah i did good in shopping. =D ooh yeah.

Oh btw the "PAUL FRANK" cord,it's gone. Bye bye. Sad sad. I hate it man. Ohwell..

THE END OF MY DAY.
satisfied? Not quite tho.
HAHA.
i need MORE.
Okay that girl figure is a bag,love it and adore it. It cost like 420 and i payed 210 for down payment.
They actually have this kind of payment,awesome yes?
wahahaha.

MY YESTERDAY.

May 28 till April 1 2008,he followed with us and i'm super kilig. HAHAHA. Today i don't think it's consider since it's a holiday,of course there's no class,duh. HAHA. So yeah. I'm happy that it's going to be official that he is going to ride with us when we send kuya to school. How cool is that yea? =D YEAH! HAHAHA. i just only wish i could talk to him.

Kahit "HI" lang pwede na. Panu ba yan ang hirap sakanya he is so super making me kilig eh. GAGO nya. HAHAHA. Oh well i'm just looking forward to get a chance to talk to him. I'm gaga over again ain't i? Oh well,just deal with it,i can get crazy. =]

Oh yesterday,his mom told my aunt that "hopefully her son could ride with us but he is shy to me and my bro kept watever to her son that's why he is shy." seriously i don't get it,bullshark man. Her son's been riding with since last week. HAHAHAHA. my aunt was shocked that he ride with us already and how dumb can his mother be for not knowing. HAHA. weird.

Btw i hate this bitch yesterday night after bible study. I simply hate her attitude,ano sya "heller"? She talks as if she is the "QUEEN OF HELLER" seriously,i feel like i wanna slapak attack her with the stool. When she looked at me as i was smiling at her,she friggin looked at me like i was like what lower than her status right now? What the eff man. She is so kapal ng muka. I seriously hate her,she is living next door btw,she is the next door son's wife. I especially hate those type "my heels is better than your sneakers" status. Sheeeesh. After i observed her friggin kilos,i was right she is one suplade bitch. She is one WORST MANNEQUIN BITCH.

sigh you are lucky that you are blessed.

Okay before i would end this,yesterday right i saw a crab,seriously a CRAB coming in through the spaces on the bottom of our gate. I went "MAMA TOTO! JOOOO!!" they went out as if there was fire and yeap they think i'm insane,it's just a crab. AGAIN,I AM INNOCENT. i haven't seen a "live" crab before kaya minsan minsan lng toh mngnyare noh? HAHAHAHA. So yeah. I KILLED IT. i know i killed a lizard before.

Not purposely okay? I'm not an animal killer,i'm kind promise. It's just that my innocence leads to murdering innocent ones. I did not know it couldn't live under water plus i thought he'd be okay on a sand full of bucket. I think i drowned him before i put sand on the bucket. So basically i drowned him without knowing. I should've let him free and live in the mountains of sand at the side of our gate. But i didn't. It was dead when i checked it out and It was even "more" dead when manung nini stepped on it and threw it over the gate. Brutality.

But before it was really dead,it's little spider-feet were moving. Seriously i think he was still alive. =\ so yeh. It's gone now. i'm a killer. forgive me Lord.

MAY YOUR PRECIOUS CRAB SOUL REST IN PEACE.
sigh.

WAFFLES WAFFLES WAFFLES.

Woke up quite early today and my bro forget to fill in the green pail again. I was quite pissed at him alright. He suck man,he is definitely making my day alright. asses. So my aunt went BLAHBLAHBLAH around me,i hate it when it happens man. sheeesh.

Well atleast all the pissing was gone when i saw MR.FRONTNEIGHBOUR went out from the house and my bro went "Oh MR.FRONTNEIGHBOUR sakay ka dito.." yeap and he yeap. My hair was in a mess since my aunt was making me fix up faster. Can't i have a time of my own for awhile? Plus it's not my problem that my bro was such an ass this morning. So yeah. He was wearing RED the colour of LOVE. HAHAHAHA. I find love pink noh? =D So yeah. He was holding a jacket that looks exactly like JO's jacket that is currently mine. She gave me but still it's still hers.

Arrived at school,he said bye individually again and never even mention my name again. Pero he did smile yo. =D i saw his side view and OMGGG,his smile and his eyelashes man;thick and curly. OMG he he he he he he has eyelashes! aww. EYELASHES! HAHA. i always look at the small things not the whole thing. HAHA obssessive yea? NAAAAAAAH. too much.

Okay as you know mga readers. It was cold this morning. Like freaking cold that you need a "sheeep" to cover on instead of a thick-wool jacket. Trust me. Me and manung nini had to friggin stay at the school for like 2hours. Plus i had nothing to do,well i have something; studying the notes. But everyone were chitchating everywhere. So i had to stop plus this dude arrived,he was so HOT. He has a friggin sense of style,love his skinny jeans. There,suddenly it hit me that he looks like MR.FRONTNEIGHBOUR but the opposite. He is white and much taller than him and much more meat than him. HAHAHAHA. They have the same-ish face and the same HUGE smile. I didn't get to check his eyelashes tho cos i might ended up red face =D HAHA. Super HOT man what would you expect from him? He is like OMG,great for a model.

Who wants him? =D I should've taken his pic just now. Plus he recited his number in public! I should've written it down too. Asses man. I just only remembered 0929 blahblahblah. HAHA. sayang i know. sucks man. sigh.

So yeah i noticed that this people where i came from,the way they speak as in THE WAY,they suck man! It's like their pakipot-ing on how they communicate to each other. It's D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G. It actually stood my hairs up,i don't like it,i HATE it. Well on both girls and guys. Sheeesh it's pretty annoying in my ears. I can't stand it. I tell you frankly,it sounds like a prostitute and i'm never gonna talk in illongo ever. Just plain old not so well known english. HAHAHA. But if you catch me talking in illongo,SHOOT ME. =3

This bunch a babes were freaking noisy,one of them had to use a socket for her laptop and she said to one of the student seating alone,she was behind me btw. She said "Hey patrisha can i seat in your place.." as in a kind-rude way. Then the girl said "okay sure,sit in my place i'll sit here.." she was kind and guess what she's a foreigner,a korean perhaps. So yeah. The point is that this bunch of girls were making a head-banging noise that this poor korean never get to concentrate on her notes,she was holding it for pete's sake. Can't they even notice it at all? Seriously where's the hospitality man. That is friggin rude. The korean said "goo'byes" to them sweetly. aww and all they can give back is "byeeee" not that so thankful for her kindness and they went chatterbox all the way. asses.
I don't mean to make my kababayan "BAD" or something. I'm just correcting them. asses asses asses asses asses asses. sigh.

During the waiting,i noticed students eating this "hotdog waffle" that JO wanted to buy before. HAHAHA. I was like "sheeeet scissors paper". I AM FRIGGIN HUNGRY. My stomach was craving really craving for more as in like MORE of them. So yeah. The students were showing off that they have it instead of me. I was whining for it. Thank GOD,i ended up buying my brother and manung nini and myself. I choose the hotdog waffle so as manung nin and kuya was this tuna salad. Mine was like an ordinary hotdog,i don't think it was from america. HAHAHA but the tuna was sizzling HOT and it was good yea. =D

I went OMG like showing off to everyone who was around there,hopefully noone was noticing that i finally have one! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I ate it and went.. "hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm sarapppppp" and went all stretching my arms widely. HAHAHAHA. i wasn't me that time. HAHA. Ohwell at least i've tried it.

i'm getting FAT from all this,it's tooo much.
the foods are freaking drowning me man.
oh well,"FOOD IS GOOOOOOD." yea.

Ohwell this is my day in la salle,it's all about the waffle. HAHAHA. Plus i was begging for rain to come and it still hasn't come yet. It looks like it is coming but where the heck is the drops man?? PLEASE RAIN! "let it rain,let it rain,let it rain....."

Oh i bet half the student body in this La salle school may think i'm studying in this eff school. Hello i'm a soon-to-be LCC-ian. ooooooh yeah.

"IT'S RAINING MAN,HALLELUJAH..

IT'S RAINING MAN, HALLELUJAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!"

Finally,summer's gone.
From all those dehydration and crying out loud.
WOOOOH.
It's raining now by the way like heavy downpour. Like you can't actually hear what the heck is the other person saying.
deaf-conversation i refer it myself.
HAHAHAHAHA.
everyone was like "WHHHHAAAAAAAAT??!"
shouting everywhere.
hilarious.

Oh well i'm so super glad it's over,i can finally wear my jacket man!
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
jacket + cold weather = i'm HOT.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
now we can sleep well,like really well.
YEPSAH.

i love heavy downpours.
heart heart.
makes me calm.
pls do ignore me.
thank you.
asses.

MY SUNDAY,27.04.08

Phew. Just got back from church. A LONG way huh? Nahhh. It's worth it again =D We've been there since 10 in the morning till 3ish. So yeah. Went cool. =D WE HAAD FUN. Oooh yeah. it was fun you guys should consider joining discipleship in our church or let's say join our church dear =3 get to know JESUS more. Don't be a 4P in church; PUNGKO. PULI. PAMATI. PASAWAY. HAHAHA. in english : Just SIT LISTEN AND GO. Pasaway you get it yea?

After the successful service in church,ME&JO just let the churchmates go ahead before we do since we are going to stay in the afternoon. So yeah. There were a lot of NEW COMERS. Hallelujah! I feel so happy seeing new comers in our church seriously. Aww. I wish i could invite my mga kaibigans to church. Well,i'm still praying on that. You guys will definitely end up in my church cos it's GOD's will in your life to know him more. Well if you guys like "don't want" at all well we can't force you mate,it's your decision and your LOST. =3

As ME&JO chatted a lil' bit with MICAH,i saw someone. I mean someone. Like someone that i may never speak of his name ever. =D So yeah. After the chatting,we went ofcourse. Before that,JOY went to us and say goo'byes to us and stuff like that,smiling and smiling. HAHA. wtheck? Anyway she was with MR.UNKNOWN. Oh oh before that happened,tita emma said goo'byes,something like that,then i kept telling her since when she had braces?? Seriously i never even noticed it at first. And she was like "oooooh ngayon nyo lng napansin?" awww. She looks cute man.

So yeah. JOY stopped us from going down and guess what she stopped MR.UNKNOWN too from going down since he was finding that someone and they kept saying his friggin name and it made me guilty man. I mean seriously guilty from what right? STILL. So yeah. We were like stuck together since JOY was infront of us. So yeah. It was awkward around that time. realllyyy awkward. ergh. So after that. We went again to the "sticks of pigs" and GILA MAN. There were teens there too,cute guys with their girlmates. So yeah. We backed out for awhile and check the other venue in the same area if there was vacant but there was none,it was CLOSED. We went back and THANK GOD man,THANK GOD. They went away. HAHA. They were done chewing their pigs. HAHA. So we went in and ordered. Weeeeeee. yummy yet still i'm hungry. Can't blame anyone,it's just my stomach is eager for more. But my mouth isn't. weird.

We saw JOY and Ate what'shername passed by. We didn't know where they went until we were done eating and checked the otherside and darn it,it was open and it looks even more cleaner than the one we entered. NEXT TIME DYAN NMN! WAHAHAHAHAHA. It was unfair man that it was closed last week. RUDE. RUDE. RUDE. After that we went back in the church office to put our stuff back and jalan jalan in downtown just to window-looking. =D We ended up at CENTROPLEX. And guess what JO told me it was the place that someone invited me last time and i went "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH?" yeap.

After that we bought mani-mani. YAY I KNOW JO IS SO FRIGGIN HAPPY THAT SHE HAS FINALLY HAVE EATEN MANI-MANI TWICE. thank me? =D So yeah she was like super yumyumyumyum as she eats. HAHA who could blame her,favourite nya kaya pehliz? =DD We went back to the office while eating it. HAHA. So yeah we entered and went to the room and went outside at the area where we went churching. They were just gonna eat actually. We were like offering them mani-mani to JOY then to MR.OMG then to MR.CONVERSE they ate i think. MR.OMG asked me if i had eaten already. Seriously on this part JO WAS MAD.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Because she offered him the mani-mani pero he ignored and get the mani-mani from JOY who offered him too. HAHAHAHA. SHE WAS MAD ONLY BECAUSE HE JUST IGNORED HER. I don't know okay? It's not my problem they always tend to ask me things. Hmmm. HIYA NA AKO! Oh Oh MR.CONVERSE INVITED ME TO EAT!! AAAAAAAAH HE IS SO GWAPOOOO BUT STILL UNDERAGE. hmm. *kilig* i don't know with JO,i guess he did too. I just said "hindi okay lng tapos na kami.." seriously ILLONGO AND TAGALOG? HAHAHA i'm having a hard time in communicating with them. They invited us to eat again and we said thank you nlng then continue eating the mani-mani. HAHAHAHAH.

After that,JOY suddenly said "OI MR.CONVERSE DI KA NMN NGGREET SA CLASSMATES MO?" HAHA. Then blabla he says.. then JOY went something like he doesn't know our name that's why. HAHA. HE IS SO CUTE MAN! aww.

OH BTW MR.OMG IS ASSIGNED TO TEACH =D

During Disciple:
Before it started,tita anna remind MR.OMG not to forget to introduce mga discple-mates to MR.CONVERSE. Ofcourse we laughed. HAHA. MR.CONVERSE was the one who led the praise and worship,he has a nice voice man. SERIOUSLY. So as MR.OMG,his voice is friggin kiddish man. CUTE! After that he prayed and the session starts. First he asked me if he could speak in illongo instead and if i could understand it. and i went "YEAH OKAY LNG." He went "okay lng?" HAHAHA. i laughed,i don't find it funny but i LAUGHED. =\ HAHA. So yeah it went good. MR.SNOB WAS LATE. When he opened the door,MR.OMG said "hhmm late ka ah.." and MR.CONVERSE joked "out of the class!" HAHA then he said "woow bangooo ah.." MR.SNOB was hmmmmmmmmmmm,he smells goood. HAHA.

The session was good =D it went good. The teacher was funny kinda. -ish. HAHA. We only laughed at the way he joke his jokes. HAHA. Plus the way he say it. Perfect mix man,yer gonna laugh yer ass off. HAHA. Okay i'm not being rude yea? After the session or i mean before the session finished,he went into the conclusion and the "IF'S" like for example me. DAMN IT. He called my name "Baka si lesley[he pronounce it that way] mgevangelist sa mga barangay dito.." and i went OMG,i was shocked man. I was like covering my face with the papers given by tita anna. I was laughing plus the nervous almost-breakdown,thinking it was a joke but it isn't but it was quite since it'll prolly may come true in the future! So yeah, MR.CONVERSE went "Hallelujah Hallelujah!" HAHA. He was making fun of me in a good way. But i'm glad he did that. I wanna make friends kaya? Plus i know i know that MR.SNOB was joining him. HAHAHA. Okay lng un,i love JOKERS. =]]]]] seriously why me? aw.

Oh he joked on us about the "sakang" thingy the one you actually are part of GOD and the world, it's like when he said it,it was HILARIOUS. Plus when people say it,i'll definitely laugh my ass off. HAHAHA.

After that it was byebye na. The kids went first so as MR.SNOB. I was packing my stuff back and thinking which money would i use for pamasahe. So yeah,went up and Pastora Nora went to us if we would be going to HANDUMANAN and MR.OMG cut-in our convo. HAHA he asked if which place we were going,we answered "NO" per tita anna explained "MAYBE WE WOULD BE GOING." HAHA. So yeah. Pastora Nora went tickling me at my flabs and i laughed so yeah we shook hands and said "bye,GOD BLESS." MR.OMG was there so i shook his hands but before that,he was biting his nails or was it fingers and i was like took his hands,his whole hands and shook it. HAHA and he went "bakittt?" and i went "Ahhh wala.." HAHA he didn't notice that i was avoiding it but i eventually shook his hand wholly. HAHAHA. So i ignored,who cares man! crush crush crush. HAHAHA. way back into crush sis? Nahhhh.

After that we went back again at the part area where we do the churching. I was really wondering why is there peeps in there sitting,is it "youth service". JOY saw us and went to us and i asked and she said it's just dedication. So yeah we said byesssss and GBU's and MR.CONVERSE passed by and JOY stopped him and she went "so alam mo na pangalan ng mga classmates mo?" and he went "OO" point at me and went "LEYSLEY!" the way he said it,it was like a kid and i went "YAAAAYYY!" just to let him know that i'm glad he knows my name and he went and asked JOY while pointing to JO "ano pangalan nya?" and JO went ahead and say her name again. HAHAHAH! Oh oh we shook his handsss. weeeeeeee! i know know underage~

JO hates it btw if someone forgets her name. trust me. She get the tamps for that. Seriously it isn't that hard man? it's JOAHNNA. Heller?? But me i'm having problems on people pronouncing my name. sigh. okay lng. okay lng. =D

So yeah we've got a test next week. GOSH MAN! But i guess it's sisiw for us,the HOLY SPIRIT will guide us. Tita anna gave us some pointers and it's alot. But ahwell,it's a process in disciple-ship. Kaya namin toh!

Studying time,back to school man. =DDDD

MY DESIRES at the moment:

1. MACDO CHEESEBURGER AND FLOAT.
2. 4 Different types of COLAR STRAPS. [gold glitter,supermario,checkered & Paul Frank]
3. JACKET. [the one in gaisano,reversible jacket & different types of pattern.]
4. A POLAROID. [classic or modern type]
5. CAMERA like FIDO & IWA. [Forget what's it called]
6. 4 Different colours of FLIP-FLOPS. [greeen,purple,fuschia & brown]
7. Tops from Gaisano. [like my green polkadot type.]
8. SKINNY JEANS.
9. BIG HUGE BAGS.
10. Vans Slip-ons. [black checkered. red checkered. any design types on top.]
11. High-Cut Converse. [green. fuschia. grey.]
12. Butterfly Clip.
13. Beads Necklace. [ANY COLOUR]
14 New SHIRTS from wherever.Cheap. [pink. purple. fuschia. brown. grey. yellow.]
15. Eyeliner Pencil or Liquid.
16. Lipgloss or Lipbalm.
17. School Supplies.
18. CHECKERED SHORT. [from the shorts in Hannah Montanna by Lily.]
19. Loooooong Necklace. [till' the stomach part.]
20. STRAIGHTENER AND CURLER
21. HeadSet. [HUGE OR SMALL.]
22. JARS FOR DISPLAY.
23. Designed Frames.
24. MORE SKETCHBOOKS.
25. MARKER PENS. [BLACK]
26. Designed NOTEBOOKS.
27. A new glass. [i broke my stripped green glass yesterday.. aww]
28. MOBY MOBY MOBY MOBY!!
29. Green nailpolish.
30. New PALMOLIVE. [the hippest shampoo for you.]

to be continued...